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Name: Anne
Location: France
Birthday: 5/9/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: oh... uh... sex (though i've never been close to enjoying it), boys, books and words, music and band, dancing, anime (my guilty pleasure), food, chemistry, wierd fashions, chatting
Expertise: loving on my hoes, french horn (hey, if i practiced i'd be good, so give me a break), chemistry, sarcasm, porn, queen music, typing (yay!), admiring isaac ristow's ass, pulling off some of the wierdest clothing at school
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Member Since:
5/11/2004
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| thought i'd make a list of all the changes happening in my life, i'm bound to forget them if i don't:
made all state, that's probably my most proud achievement simply because i've never worked so hard for so long at a single thing in my life.
was in the pit of the school musical "beauty and the beast", mathews said the french horns were one of the best things about the show
got a new french horn (of course, all the things i put down first would be about band)
joined and then dropped metro in a space of three weeks, loved the people, hated the price
got a job that pays ten dollars an hour on saturday, major factor in my decision to quit metro
applied to ut in austin, and it is the school i will be attending to get a degree in pharmaceuticals
still dating kyle, which is news becuase i've never settled down on a boy for more than a month or two... actually i've never really settled down on a boy at all
got badass stereos put into my car.. the bass is scintillating
managed to defend my rank of nineteen in my class, hah!! there's no way you can refuse me, ut
learned how to blow smoke rings, ask me personally for details
got a new phone/phone number, if you wanna call me, dial (817) 994-6913 i'm no longer in the phone club : (
why is it i never really understand what we're doing in calculus until right after we take the test? maybe i should try and listen... but i hate looking at the woman, i can't help but glance at her camel toe. it's like the fucking grand canyon!! ugh..
and... i think... that's all. obviously if i can't remember it now, it can't be all too important. the year is flying by. honestly, where did january go? wasn't new years like a week ago? i haven't even put up all my christmas gifts yet, but i guess i can put that down to my laziness. tmea is a mere week and a half away and oh my i'm not ready. it's kind of scary if your private lesson teacher, a woman who has lived and breathed horn for like a hundred years, can't even help you on the music. *shrugs* i plan to just screw around down there the whole time anyway. the past three or four days have been good, i'm finally managing to tie a lot of dangerously loose ends up. such as applying to a college and paying for shit and getting some free time so that's all good.
is anyone else going to school down in austin? if so, tell me so maybe i can contact you next fall. that school is so huge, the thought of being lost in it is terrifying and while i don't think i can avoid the feeling of insignificance for the first few months down there... maybe seeing a familiar face will help. no matter what anyone tells me, i think i'm strong enough to survive on my own down there. it'll be interesting to see if i'm right. i'm scared though.. christ i'm scared.
and finally, becuase of recent events, i've decided to put down in words my argument in defense of the substance abuse of nicotene.
this is to all of you who say 'smoking is stupid'
well duh! so is drinking something as awful tasting as coffee or egging someone's house or sitting in front of a computer for six hours surfing the xanga community. the fact is people do a lot of stupid things for fun, and it's their fucking decision how they want to do it.
to all who harp 'smoking will kill you'
at least it only kills your personal self. substance abuse is common of many, many, oh so many people. it can be caffiene which gives you heart problems, food which makes you obese and opens the doors for a shitload of other troubles, alchohol which has the potential of hurting other people, illegal drugs and that doesn't even need a reason. the fact is, of all of the stupid things you can let your body get addicted to, at least smoking will only hurt your own body. at least you don't loose self control and wreck your car and kill someone, at least you're not spreading aids or whatever when you do it... sure it's killing you, yeah you're probably cutting your life short by about twenty years if you're a hardcore smoker.. but the fact is a lot of things cut your life shorter in a lot worse ways. hell, jogging hardcore can fuck your body up.
and a few more pros to smoking:
it's getting the government a lot of money, they tax the things so damned much
it can help you lose weight... so this is good the way a diet pill loaded with caffiene is good.. but it's still something. if people will take those pills, why not smoke the square?
provides a place for socializing...? yeah, that's stretching it. i'm really out of reasons. so to all of you who say that smoking is the stupidest worst decision a person can make i say fie on you, sir. i damned well know it's stupid, but i can certainly tell you why it's not the worst and i'll do what i damn well please. not that i'm a smoker, this is more in defense of my right to have a puff every once in awhile. the fact is, i really don't like the awful taste, smell, nausea, and difficulty breathing that come with smoking, and abhore the expense. but just because i don't like it doesn't mean it's bad for everyone! i love coffee, and a lot of people think it's the worst tasting shit out there. god forbid you try and seperate me from coffee.
wasi, i miss you!!! see you in san antonio, love
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it's been awhile... a lot has happened but i don't remember most of it
scheherazade *shakes head in disbelief* okay mr. hull, work your miracles
warmest of holiday wishes to everyone, but mostly to the people i care about. let's enjoy each other, time is running out so quickly.
all the alumni coming into town call me!!! (817) 691 7207, i miss you guys like i miss prepubescence
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| It's sunday, a day of rest and introspection, and these are the things circling in my mind.
Yesterday was the last day of my final year of marching season, a
project that i have put an incredible amount of work and dedication and
emotion and pride into, if there's something else that i've given more
to, i can't think of it. And it's over. It seems like the first in a
series of lasts that i have look forward to this year and the thought
is somewhat heavy on my heart. How many times in my life will i come
together with two hundred kids working on a single goal, all working to
be the very best we can? I don't know if it'll ever happen again, and
that's a sad thought, truly heartbreaking. To everyone that's been
invovled in marching band, please know that it has been an honor, in
every sense of the word, to work with you. I couldn't ask for a better
group of people to spend my time with, i can't think of a better place
to spend my time, and i thank you from the bottom of my heart for being
there with me. What an awesome group we are. I can't tell you how much
i'll miss it, even with a season that's been so hard as this one, it
was all worth it, every bit. Please know that no part of me is
disappointed in the results of last night's competition. I got what i
really wanted from the very beginning, a stunning performance, a peak
at the very end of the season, and our last performance was by far the
very best of the season. We sounded and looked awesome out there, and
if the other bands were ranked higher than us then they must have
kicked ass because it couldn't have been easy to top us. Once again,
thank you everyone for sharing the past four months with me in this
cult we call marching band, and for those who have shared it with me in
my past four years. It has meant the world to me, literally, and i'm
going to miss it so much.
...and i just cried again, wow.
There was more on my mind, about growing up and the great big unknown
of life after highschool and much much more, but i got caught up in
marching band and the rest faded away a bit. I feel a deep sadness that
such a good thing had to end, but i'm happy too. We were so good, i
don't have any regrets.
One more time, thank you, thank you, thank you for giving all that you
have by being a part of the haltom band. You've given me some of the
sweetest memories of my life, i'll cherish them as long as i live.
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--what does it all come down to? love? Love
if you like and i like,for the reason that i
hate people and lean out of this window is love,love
and the reason that i laugh and breathe is oh love and the reason
that i do not fall into this street is love"
ee cummings
more later, feeling poetic tonight
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| haven't posted in a long time, blah blah, xanga's losing its allure, whatever
first things first
i had an AWESOME night of lasertag, well technically it was all morning, starting at 12:00am and ending at 6:00am, and oh what a morning. personally, i think i did pretty freaking well for my first try at it, averaging around tenth place out of thirty, and in the last game i somehow managed to get fifth place. eh? eh? of course, noone could compare to the ultimate recon master emanuel aka mexican aka latinoheat, but i still think i fared pretty well. it was a treat seeing all of the old acquaintences at springdale again as well and meeting all the new ones. those to czeck (sp?) guys were pretty cool, except vladimir (is that not awesome? i know someone named vladimir!) kept chasing me around, tagging me over and over, but his accent was neat. i have one battle scar from the night, thanks to my absolute disregard to the 'no running' rule. if i was moving, i was either stalking or running, mostly running. it was only logical that i eventually ran into someone, someone being justin, and managed to get a black eye, cut cheek, and screwed up glasses out of the collision. though i was still standing afterward, whilst justin was on the ground, hehe. but yeah, great to hang out with mex and roxie and angie and danny and maryann and nicole and everyone else whom i haven't seen in eons.
leadership meeting. i thought it was a success, which surprised me a little bit. but i'm glad we got to hear the things we did, to bring things out into the open, and sort some things out. i hope it will inspire everyone on leadership to step it up a little bit, and in turn inspire the band to step it up as well. not to say that ya'll guys weren't doing that already, but i'm so ready for us to get excited about band!! we have an incredible amount of potential, great show design, great directors/techs, great players (if you play well off the field, you're one step closer to playing well on the field than those who can't), great leadership. guys, i wanna go to heb and just strut our stuff all over that field. we're the haltom marching band! renowned throughout the country, state championship contenders six years in a row, we were the main entertainment at football games in past years, not so anymore, thanks to our newly formidable football team, but still!! let's put some pride into our work, and some fun into what we do, it's gonna be an awesome year.
*climbs off soap box*
other quickie news:
got pink eye, and i've seen it spreading 'round, fortunately, this sickness is about as harmful as a hangnail.
got fired for going to my mum's wedding instead of work, told them about it a week in advance. but hey, it was quicker than turning in my two weeks notice, which i was going to do the next day.
saw emily rose and recommend it, if not highly, at least... well it's pretty good, and the scary parts are freaking awesome. the end kinda ruins it though. i like that name, emily... maybe i'll have a daughter named emily...
i no longer am in cycle with the moon and that wierds me out. i've been constant with that orb going on three years now, and i kinda came to rely on it. what am i going to do now?
EVERYONE IN THE HALTOM HIGH SCHOOL MARCHING BAND VARSITY OR JUNIOR VARSITY:
PASS YOUR CLASSES!!!!!
come see me, please oh please, if you need help. i'm a whiz at math and english related stuff, and a lot of teachers love me, we can work it out. but i have to know if you have a problem, i can't help you otherwise.
enjoy your weekend, darlings
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